AMRivlin

yep you said it. Things are a ton better, now that I am living in Southern California.

HIV negative... took the 20 min test, couldnt bear to wait 10 days, although it only tests for HIV 1 not the newly discovered HIV 2... Yes I knew she was messed up, but she really made me feel needed, that attachment i grew attached to... no american girl has become attached to me in such a way before.

It has been over 2 months... and while I have moved on... she is still in my head, what is that about? I really have moved past the hope / desire of her coming back or ever calling me. Now all I desire is an appology, yea I am a sappy shit, but god, it won't get out of my head. I am aware I have to let go first... But come on...

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If you read my posts, I didnt go to Thailand for guilt free sex, perhaps that is what I was offered, but I was hoping for a relationship. We all know that didn't happen. God I was so foolish. I will be more selective with my heart in the future. Even though it is wrong to judge the entire country, there is something to say for the culture, when this behavior (NOT PROSTITUTION) but deception is documented in their history, Legend of Suriyothai...

Trangam: Thanks you obviously understand and I am slowly seeing the light myself, but the pain doesn't subside. I will admit last night I learned something, that makes my story completely different, but still just as hard to let go, yet I am closer to peace with this now than ever before. One if Julie's friends called me. First this is a no no for Thais, they should take care of each other but never do another persons job, Second this was very brave for her to explain to a western mind. Ever since Julie came back to Thailand, her parents had arranged a marriage. Julie never knew thi

The emptyness is what really kills, even though we were LDR, I remember getting emails like oh sweeite how is your day, I really wish pad thai and I could be with you right now. Or phone calls. I will eventually find someone who can bring me as much joy not just apart but when we are together. I convinced myself she was who I wanted... Well it would have been okay had I moved on first. Oh well. I can't think of any qualties she has except opening her attractive legs. I actually think, julie did love me, I think i was a backup emotion machine for when the thai people weren't doing it f

UPDATE: Thanks for all the comments, you are right, I am not looking for advice (While I welcome both positive and negative) I needed to write this so I could see if people identify with me and how this sits in peoples minds. THANKS SO MUCH GUYS And the story doesn’t end nor do the lies and deception. Who knows what to believe> BUT Today, she finally contacted me, essentially wanting the password to hotmail, and telling me she could get me in trouble, well considering after this I will never return to Thailand, I doubt I will be prosecuted for logging into a hotmail account.

Long Long Story of Deception and Lies. Comments and thoughts welcome. Thanks Everyone. I have been trying to write this for two weeks now, and I finally think I have the proper ending. This is the tale of a one sided Long Distance Relationship with a Thai girl living in America and Thailand. I will admit, my story is very similar to most here on on this site, except perhaps my ignorance and inexperience. I am 23, and decided in 2003 to embark on a rollercoaster of love with a 23 year old Thai girl (One of those good-girls, oh right), through the internet no less. Luckily the rollerco

And he has done it... Thai-language.com is back in its 2003 edition, not too shabby!

Anyone know when Glenn Slayden will revive www.thai-language.com?

Looking to fly a Thai native to Australia for a week or two to Perth. Any ideas on how to find a cheap ticket? Singapore Airlines is asking roughly 20,000 baht, not bad but alot for a young thai person.